I'm fine if I can fool myself tonight

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Peter sighed, "No i'm not..." He put his head on his hands, "I thought i'd be able to move on... Be past what i did...."

Jay laid down next to him.

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"It might not be yours though..." Nathaniel said.

Seth leaned his head against Jay's sighing quietly.

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Peter nodded, "Your right... Bury the info... Unless he wants to talk about i'll stay away..."

"You feeling okay?" Jay asked softly.

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"Are you sure...?" Nathaniel asked.

"Yeah...just kind of sore." Seth mumbled.

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Peter nodded, "I... Yes...."

Jay nodded as he hugged him carefully.

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"Alright..." Nathaniel nodded, leaving the report with Peter for now.

Seth yawned and laid close to him, slowly falling asleep.

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Peter looked at Aiden, "Sorry..."

Jay dozed off as well.

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"For what...?" Aiden asked, confused.

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"For... Getting upset over that..." Peter said quietly.

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Aiden gave a small nod before going over to him. "Are you alright?"

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Peter nodded slowly, "I will be... I will be." He said softly, glad Aiden moved closer.

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"Are you sure?" Aiden asked, putting a hand on his shoulder.

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Peter nodded, putting his hand on top of Aiden's/

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"What is it...?" Aiden asked quietly, guessing something was bothering him.

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"I... Was just thinking that i'm not the stuff father's are made out of... I can't even take care of Jacob half the time...."

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"You're worried about that?" Aiden frowned. "I doubt his family would let you near him, even if it was yours..."

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"I know... But I always thought maybe someday....." Peter shook his head, "Its not important now... I should get back to work, too much that needs done."

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Aiden frowned at the sudden change of subject, moving to kneel beside the chair to look at Peter easier. "You thought what...?"

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Peter swollowed and sighed, "Maybe someday i'd have a kid..."

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Aiden sighed quietly, not exactly sure how to respond to the idea. "Oh...really?" Was all he managed to say.

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"Its stupid.... This life isn't right and i don't even know if i can...." Peter said quietly, shaking his head at himself. "Its just a dream..."

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"You...don't like doing this job?" Aiden asked, looking confused before sighing quietly, slowly moving to hug his boss.

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"I don't mind the job..." Peter said before finding himself hugged.

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"Maybe you should at least try talk to him about it...?" Aiden said after pulling away.

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"I... I'm afraid to honestly..." Peter said softly.

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